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Behind the Veil of Innocence and Fragility

by .seeing.stars.

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1.
it always ends too soon because of you. because its up to me. why do you ruin it, by something you can control ...only to meet you again. unabashed behavior, sweet. create and ruin, you do it over again. stab with your words, absolute contempt in me you cant stop. i dont understand. i dont want to understand. you are, too many. i cant close my eyes, i give up i move, i see the same again. no place to go, i lay behind my urban hellscape. nothing changes. has anything changed, ever. nothing.
2.
we are reduced to disposable objects nothing more than tools for your hatred you cant stop breathing down my neck we are raped in the name of religion we are treated like lowest scum just for respiring just for existence you have nothing aside your hate and you dispose, destroy, and kill, and lie you wont stop, you wont end it until everyone's dead. worthless delusions hollow souls countless projections and now everyone is gone some choose to suffer some have no will terrorize, run over leave us no space erase this disgrace NO MORE COMPROMISES take me alive if my rights should be payed with my blood, take me alive if you want a senseless war, then i wont hesitate take me alive blood-thirst, consumed with animosity corrupt the vulnerable you will never stop finding a reason to justify these ways i hate this feeling, it corrodes me i wont let it consume me, this vile hatred i wont give in into your weapon but its so burdensome weight is crushing me and i can only let out a whimper being kicked relentlessly while down im so fucking tired of being strong putting a smile hurts. hurts so much. NO MORE COMPROMISES i wont stop, give up it must be dragged away these rotten traditions should wither away this cant be stopped you are punching the air the time moves on we will always live
3.
Bashing my head for someone's approval, for a paltry of heed. I'm draining my own bliss, determination is gone and I just want to slowly wither away. Everything's out of reach, nothing I do will matter. Everything's out of reach, take it in and out, you dont fucking care. Sleepless nights and restless days, spent lamenting myself for over endless mistakes. for what, its worth its not worth at all everlasting burden of endless ends meet this dread is taking over its rushing in my veins everlasting burden of endless ends meet and i continue by my own will deep down i want to really succeed and im doing it, over and over again. repetition, and disgust, over again. no words i am misguided and i hate myself spent lamenting myself for over endless mistakes [unfinished lyrics]
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5.
Heaven 02:37
air is so empty, empty like your heart suffocate, i can only cough up blood i want to leave, but this place like an airborne plane i have only one thing left. kiss me goodbye. DIE. ROT. BLEED. SUFFER. why couldn't i be left alone did i do anything to you now i have to do this shit... over and over and OVER AGAIN ENJOY. YOUR HEAVEN. I FEEL LIKE. IM IN HEAVEN. DIE.........
6.
when everything is gray reduced to black and white nobody stands out everything's functional up until i stop then you paint over me at worst, throw me away try to submit me into isolation and to take my "illness" with me from your eyes, to never hear could i trust anyone with it i know i cant, it would mean death but i shall find, by any means peace, in this life of monochrome i shall find peace in this life and i will succeed
7.
Millions live under the slavery of the capital, raised in dim hopelessness. Starving children, destroyed planet. But instead we should oppress the further oppressed. Tear apart any chances at a better life. Disembodi-fy and vomit gray. Celebration, this saved our valuable traditions. Celebration, we obliterated any chance at you fucking life. Everything is in ruin. Everything is dead. And gone. And its gone.
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Untitled 10:03
robbed, lay in desolation wishing something went right different circumstances everything was stolen from me you dont want me to be who i am as much i wish you were what can i even do what can i even do its all dread and nobody wants to listen i am not a liar please. please just listen to me why cant you even listen to me why cant you even try continue this cycle of bleak life

about

Recorded From 13 April 2023 to 28 December 2023

After so long my album is out! it was an exhausting but ultimately a fun experience.
It was really tiresome, especially during the late stages, but i hope that was worth it.
I tried something a bit more abrasive than my EP (Sky Bleeds in our Hands) here.
You will hear more normal melodeath, deathcore and meloblack here than on the previous release.
This is my first time recording a record with an actual bass aswell. a 5 string one at that!
And also doing vocals... i know, they may be abit too whiny or whatever. sorry in that case.

since my birthday is in 31 dec, you can say that i recorded all of this at the age of 17. im proud of that i guess :3

You can also listen this album on Spotify!! its there too.

Anyways, here is my list of thanks, for people that helped me out or influenced my music.

Thanks to:

Grind Insides: my best friend, he helped me alot with mixing decisions and generally giving me a better direction in music.

My other friends, musicians or not: for being there for me and supporting my work, i love you guys <3

Thanking the bands that influenced me while making this: endthisday, Dead to Fall, Fordirelifesake, Acedia, Hopesfall, Laurelei, Neverending..., Taken, Black Paper Diary, Cast From Eden, Undying, Suicide Nation, My Bitter End, Darkest Hour, Intestine Baalism, The Spirit of Versailles,
A Canorous Quintet, Sunrise (Poland), Sevenday Curse, The Enclitic, Love Lost But Not Forgotten, Cromlech (Sweden), Gates of Ishtar, Neaera,
Art-School, The Brave Little Abacus, Mineral, Counterparts, I Have Dreams, In Reply (As Hope Dies), The Black Dahlia Murder, Elliott,
Psara, Penfold, Nervepitch, early Underoath (MUSICALLY), sevencrimsonsuns

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released January 25, 2024

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.seeing.stars. Tbilisi, Georgia

Emo Metalcore project from georgia x3 (pfp is izutsumi from dungeon meshi)

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